First of all, i am so proud that some of my friend life and future's decisions after SPM. Yw finally make up her mind to study FIA(foundation in art) in Sunway while seng decide to study FIS (foundation in science) in IMU...at this moment, i haven't know my destination of my new pages of life...maybe i am so confuse about my future...i wanted to become a forensic science so much but due to parent's opposition, i decide to study biotechnology ...n again my parent oppose it..they want me to become a pharmacist...well, at this moment, who can decide to study what courses during degree...and the most important thing is i haven't start my pre-u courses..so, i chose to put my ambitions aside first...after finishing foundation or A levels, only crack my mind to think about it...
A levels or foundation??..i have trouble choosing this two pre-u courses....my worry about A levels is the scare of English standard and level..i scare A levels English is a bit too high to me...To be honest, i suffering in English phobia for the first time during my mid term school exam...i was too scare to face English exam...when i looked into the English exam paper , my mind black out and i can't think of anything about the essay i needed to write...feeling lost and anxious, i wrote an essay that only worth 25 marks out of 50 marks...however, i gain my courageous to face English again by keep writing essay to train myself in this language..In three months of hard work..my English essay result rise to 38 out of 50 marks...i truly believe hardworking is a way to let yourself into the path of success.
.u may think i chose A levels as my choice of pre-u courses...well, sorry to disappointed u that i had made up my mind to study FIS in IMU because i want to do my degree locally without preparing myself to go overseas...besides, foundation can give me a head start about my degree program..so, i think FIS is suitable and will be fine to me..that means i will study in the same university with seng...u think i may be happy to study with my former classmates..erm, ya, i can't deny that i feel a bit happy after hearing the news that seng is study the same uni with me...however feeling nervous is more than feeling happy...and the most serious problem is i don't know why there is a feeling of nervous about the surprise news..maybe i will find out during the first day of university life in IMU...
Talking back about yw, i am so worry about her..because we will be separate due to different uni and foundation...She is an introvert person..i hope she can find herself some good friend to help her in studies and of course helping her anytime she needs help...i am too far to give her a helping hand anymore...i also hope that she can take the initiative to get herself some new friends..
A message to yw..i will give you moral support always and forever...but in academic, i can't help u much... as long as you try yourself to fit in a group of people, u will get yourself new friends..but remember, a friend is not ask to be changed...don't try to change yourself to fit in a group of person..maintain yourself as the real yw....that is still someone that will stay beside you...you are not lonely all the time...believe in yourself , don't look down toward yourself and always think positive...success in meant to hide behind failures..Failure will make you a stronger person...so, don't feel insecure or unsafe when dealing with failure...you will be fine as long as you endure those failures...believe it or not..i will support and motivate you all the time...lets open up the new pages of our life..walk into it with full of confidence...set our eyes toward the target of our life , walk pass those failures and achieve success ...remember the words
the road to success is not straight
there is a curve called failure
a loop called confusion
speed bumps called friends,
red lights called enemies
caution lights called enemies.
you will have flat tires called jobs
but if you have a spare called
DETERMINATION
an engine called
PERSEVERANCE
a driver called
WILL POWER AND POSITIVE THINKING
driving experiences called
BELIEVING
you will make it to a place called SUCCESS